Asshole.

I spilled my heart to you.

You tell me you tried. No you fucking DIDN'T.

You LIE to me.

You HURT me.

You DEGRADE me.

You PUNISH me.

You DON'T CARE about me.

You are an ASSHOLE.
No matter what I tell you, no matter how hard I cry, no matter how many times I try, no matter who tells you ... You NEVER change.
STUPID me. Why can't I get it through my FUCKING HEAD.
I need to let go. But I can't. I feel like a part of my is dying inside. I feel like my heart is broken into a thousand pieces.
All I asked was for your LOVE. All you said, was I GAVE it to you.
But I still need it. Why don't you get it? What did I do wrong?
Fuck you. Just fuck you. And fuck me for loving you so much, still.